Cold turkey is a method describing the actions of a person to give up addiction.
I don't know why i am writing this but the pain in this episode is agonized excruciation.It not only bears with the cold smokers, drunkards but to the extremities of the addiction habbit. The agony is directly proportionate to the debt in addiction. The bearer in the last stage as in case of a Junkie pigging overdose of Coke or heroin is the most suffered. I think that any addiction brings a change to ones mental state and the behavior. I am lucky enough not to have anyone among my ones to go up to this,but citing a caution is always enduring.
We all cope with anxiety and stress, to one degree to another,with the help of cocktail chemicals released in the brain called endorphin.It has pain relieving properties.Stoppage of opiates like heroin or morpium- the body stops producing endorphins.There's a lag of a fortnight till the new cycles of these pain killing chemical. In the meanwhile, in that black tortured crawlspace without heroin or endorphins we learn what pain and suffering and anxiety really are.
Then what is cold turkey off heroin and how much is the pain?
Answer:
1> Think about all the time in your life u are really afraid.
2> You fall from a great height in a dream or you loose your loved one in that same dream.
3>Someone hold you underwater and you are loosing your O2 and you crawl for surface.
4>The grief of seeing your loved one die.
5> The burn of hot oil on your skin.
6> the broken bone ,glass cut, the head ache ,the tooth ache , and the ear ache.
7> the grieving of unfinished one sided love which is the worst.
Add all them all up 7 things with the feeling of failure, stomach tensing sneaks of pain, that harsh upset stomach, the race to conquer your toilet, the feeling of shame , bitter remorse And feel them all at once, hour by hour, day by day. That is Cold turkey off Heroin.
Cold Turkey is good but life with the skin torn away. It is better compared to the madness and fierce of a junkie that makes him mad, so mad that some die of it committing crimes. Junkies feels like comrades at the time of consumption but at the time of recollection of the endless crimes leaves them wretched, bewildered and self disgusted as men and women.
Sharing my views with the not so addicted comrades i will soon come up with more articles as i find with some of my friends who gave up. Not every addiction in bad and that striving. But the anxiety and priority in life changes. Remember the time when as a child, we priorities well willingness as one of the virtue to gain in time. Making a strong mind every time you pass to that bunch of 'pan-tapris' or realms of alcohol or worse drugs, recite with the pain screaming in the blood with more calm consistent voice " I can Stop this.... I can go with out you.....Get a fix .....you can stop the pain ......F*** ...Cold Turkey!!!".
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